Chloe

FUCK. YOU.

I'm so fucking angry at you. And you can take that any fucking stupid way you want. Yeah Chloe, everyone shits on you, YOU'RE the victim.
Jesus Christ, grow some balls. You're always so weak. It was something that turned me off you. Half of you leads the life you rebel to live. You disappoint your parents just so you can be a lesbian. But you disappoint yourself just so you can feel like you're living up to the lifestyle you think you should have. I know you know better. I'm the religion you never had. I know you better than you know yourself. You're not a second class citizen like you surround yourself with. You're better than dropping uni, you're better than working in a shitty nightclub, you're better than dating a scenester ex-stripper tryhard, you're better than hanging out with 17 yr olds from rockingham... Aren't you? You were my absolute world. My home base, my soulmate. My bestfriend. Sure, we had troubles as a couple, but I always let you know I was thinking of you, and how much you meant to me.

Your biggest fear is abandonment, feeling alone. YOU PUT THAT ON ME. WHY can't you see that you're doing the wrong thing?!? You're 24... what are you doing baby?! It's me! I'm not someone to let go. It hurts. Marlee and I had a conversation tonight.. it went like this..:

Marlee: Whats up man.. you're all emo n shit.
Ashton: Yeah O get emotional when I drink
Marlee: You're thinking about Chloe aren't you..
Ashton: jackpot
Marlee: Well she's just moving on man.. You two always held onto this attachment.. I told you, someone had to do it, you or her. It'a the only way of moving forward.
Ashton: That's the fucking difference.. I couldn't do it. She can.
Marlee: mm..

FUCK YOU CHLOE. Fuck you for being weak. Fuck you for going out with Jade. I fucking knew you would, you piece of shit.
Fuck you for not standing by your friendship with me. Fuck you for letting me down. You were the biggest deal in my life, my number one.

Im so fucking distraught that you let it get this way :'(