Monday, February 28, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
DO WHAT IT TAKES
SO we have mass amounts of proven info being pushed into us on a daily basis about health, psychological help, financial plans - everything, but people are still complaining about the dumb old problems they have been complaining about for bloody years.
You are where you are because of no one but yourself.
You're fat because you eat shit and don't exercise.
You're sad because you're focusing on the wrong things.
You're poor because you don't budget.
You're tired because you go to bed late and get up early.
You're embarrassed because you've done embarrassing things.
You feel smothered because you are smothered, in one way or another, maybe from yourself.
Life is good. It has its low points, injustice and stresses but it's a frame of mind to keep the positive side of life the focus.
Holistic health means covering all bases. You've never tried it so you haven't experienced the benefits of a wholesome outlook. Do it for yourself. You deserve to have the best things in life, and that doesn't include luxuries that money can buy, it means a fit body, peace of mind, ambitions, good relationships, confidence and self worth. It's there if you want it.
The world is at your fingertips. I trust in myself. xxx
You are where you are because of no one but yourself.
You're fat because you eat shit and don't exercise.
You're sad because you're focusing on the wrong things.
You're poor because you don't budget.
You're tired because you go to bed late and get up early.
You're embarrassed because you've done embarrassing things.
You feel smothered because you are smothered, in one way or another, maybe from yourself.
Life is good. It has its low points, injustice and stresses but it's a frame of mind to keep the positive side of life the focus.
Holistic health means covering all bases. You've never tried it so you haven't experienced the benefits of a wholesome outlook. Do it for yourself. You deserve to have the best things in life, and that doesn't include luxuries that money can buy, it means a fit body, peace of mind, ambitions, good relationships, confidence and self worth. It's there if you want it.
The world is at your fingertips. I trust in myself. xxx
The pressure of this life
I collapse i might stay out longer
Than i left the light on for you
Then if you show you show
If you show you show
When i feel like this
When i get so into myself
I lose track of where i'm going
And lose track of how to get going again
I feel myself slowing down
Feel myself turning around is this taken?
When i feel like this
When i get so sick of myself
Where are you going now without me?
And not knowing then that we're slowing down
You've gotta turn that around
And tell me that i'm taken tell me if i'm yours
You collapse the pressure of this life is so
You can't be held accountable
If you go you go if you go you go
Than i left the light on for you
Then if you show you show
If you show you show
When i feel like this
When i get so into myself
I lose track of where i'm going
And lose track of how to get going again
I feel myself slowing down
Feel myself turning around is this taken?
When i feel like this
When i get so sick of myself
Where are you going now without me?
And not knowing then that we're slowing down
You've gotta turn that around
And tell me that i'm taken tell me if i'm yours
You collapse the pressure of this life is so
You can't be held accountable
If you go you go if you go you go
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Chloe
FUCK. YOU.
I'm so fucking angry at you. And you can take that any fucking stupid way you want. Yeah Chloe, everyone shits on you, YOU'RE the victim.
Jesus Christ, grow some balls. You're always so weak. It was something that turned me off you. Half of you leads the life you rebel to live. You disappoint your parents just so you can be a lesbian. But you disappoint yourself just so you can feel like you're living up to the lifestyle you think you should have. I know you know better. I'm the religion you never had. I know you better than you know yourself. You're not a second class citizen like you surround yourself with. You're better than dropping uni, you're better than working in a shitty nightclub, you're better than dating a scenester ex-stripper tryhard, you're better than hanging out with 17 yr olds from rockingham... Aren't you? You were my absolute world. My home base, my soulmate. My bestfriend. Sure, we had troubles as a couple, but I always let you know I was thinking of you, and how much you meant to me.
Your biggest fear is abandonment, feeling alone. YOU PUT THAT ON ME. WHY can't you see that you're doing the wrong thing?!? You're 24... what are you doing baby?! It's me! I'm not someone to let go. It hurts. Marlee and I had a conversation tonight.. it went like this..:
Marlee: Whats up man.. you're all emo n shit.
Ashton: Yeah O get emotional when I drink
Marlee: You're thinking about Chloe aren't you..
Ashton: jackpot
Marlee: Well she's just moving on man.. You two always held onto this attachment.. I told you, someone had to do it, you or her. It'a the only way of moving forward.
Ashton: That's the fucking difference.. I couldn't do it. She can.
Marlee: mm..
FUCK YOU CHLOE. Fuck you for being weak. Fuck you for going out with Jade. I fucking knew you would, you piece of shit.
Fuck you for not standing by your friendship with me. Fuck you for letting me down. You were the biggest deal in my life, my number one.
Im so fucking distraught that you let it get this way :'(
I'm so fucking angry at you. And you can take that any fucking stupid way you want. Yeah Chloe, everyone shits on you, YOU'RE the victim.
Jesus Christ, grow some balls. You're always so weak. It was something that turned me off you. Half of you leads the life you rebel to live. You disappoint your parents just so you can be a lesbian. But you disappoint yourself just so you can feel like you're living up to the lifestyle you think you should have. I know you know better. I'm the religion you never had. I know you better than you know yourself. You're not a second class citizen like you surround yourself with. You're better than dropping uni, you're better than working in a shitty nightclub, you're better than dating a scenester ex-stripper tryhard, you're better than hanging out with 17 yr olds from rockingham... Aren't you? You were my absolute world. My home base, my soulmate. My bestfriend. Sure, we had troubles as a couple, but I always let you know I was thinking of you, and how much you meant to me.
Your biggest fear is abandonment, feeling alone. YOU PUT THAT ON ME. WHY can't you see that you're doing the wrong thing?!? You're 24... what are you doing baby?! It's me! I'm not someone to let go. It hurts. Marlee and I had a conversation tonight.. it went like this..:
Marlee: Whats up man.. you're all emo n shit.
Ashton: Yeah O get emotional when I drink
Marlee: You're thinking about Chloe aren't you..
Ashton: jackpot
Marlee: Well she's just moving on man.. You two always held onto this attachment.. I told you, someone had to do it, you or her. It'a the only way of moving forward.
Ashton: That's the fucking difference.. I couldn't do it. She can.
Marlee: mm..
FUCK YOU CHLOE. Fuck you for being weak. Fuck you for going out with Jade. I fucking knew you would, you piece of shit.
Fuck you for not standing by your friendship with me. Fuck you for letting me down. You were the biggest deal in my life, my number one.
Im so fucking distraught that you let it get this way :'(
Rhyce
WHAT. THE. FUCK?
so ummm you told me you've never felt this way?
You said you loved me, were gonna marry me..
You said I was perfect
You said you wanted me to be yours
You said you hoped I wouldn't find another
You said I was the girl version of you
You said you told everyone about me
You said I was all you thought of
You told me you missed me, couldn't wait to be by my side
You said we were special
You said alot.
The difference is - you acted it too.
So where are you?
How do you sleep at night?
You deserve a medal for your stubborn bravado.
You would want to see these words.
You wonder what I think.
I know you miss me. At least parts of me.
I would've loved you - forever.
so ummm you told me you've never felt this way?
You said you loved me, were gonna marry me..
You said I was perfect
You said you wanted me to be yours
You said you hoped I wouldn't find another
You said I was the girl version of you
You said you told everyone about me
You said I was all you thought of
You told me you missed me, couldn't wait to be by my side
You said we were special
You said alot.
The difference is - you acted it too.
So where are you?
How do you sleep at night?
You deserve a medal for your stubborn bravado.
You would want to see these words.
You wonder what I think.
I know you miss me. At least parts of me.
I would've loved you - forever.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Just because
Just because someone doesn't give you constant attention
Just because relationships end
Just because you don't see someone alot
Just because you never really cleared things up
Just because you don't talk to someone for months
Just because you don't know what the other person is thinking 24 hours of the day...
Doesn't mean they never loved you.
Just because relationships end
Just because you don't see someone alot
Just because you never really cleared things up
Just because you don't talk to someone for months
Just because you don't know what the other person is thinking 24 hours of the day...
Doesn't mean they never loved you.
Monday, February 7, 2011
If you know, you know.
Why do the little things get in the way of the big picture?
I KNOW I don't want something, but there's a part of me that is convinced I need it in some way.
I guess I just wanna remind myself that there's no other constant in life than change. Things change - and that's the way it is.
PROCESS
APPRECIATION OF THE FILTRATION
If youu cease to constantly drive your ideas forward, they can become stagnant; progress is critical.
ALWAYS MOVE FORWARD
BE WILLING TO SACRIFICE
Having to let go of something that took time and energy is always unfortunate, but knowing when to say goodbye could mean the difference between success and failure.
Sometimes things don’t go as planned, in which case you’ll want to hold the strongest position possible. Caution is fundamental to remaining in a position of power.
Faith affects motivation and makes you believe in the project you’re spending so much time and effort on. If you have no faith in your craft, the job is doomed from the outset.
KNOW YOUR LIMITS
STICK TO YOUR GUNS
Knowing exactly what to use, when to use it and how to use it appropriately is what ultimately distinguishes professionals from amateurs.
REALISE YOUR POTENTIAL
VALUE AND IMPORTANCE
Trust your instincts
Salvage something from every situation
Light + Dark - good and bad.
Think Ahead - being able to predict how your opponent will move helps you gain advantage.
Weigh your options.
So many aspects hange constantly, but the fundamental principles of learning, growing and trying your best often mean the difference between failure and success.
I KNOW I don't want something, but there's a part of me that is convinced I need it in some way.
I guess I just wanna remind myself that there's no other constant in life than change. Things change - and that's the way it is.
PROCESS
APPRECIATION OF THE FILTRATION
If youu cease to constantly drive your ideas forward, they can become stagnant; progress is critical.
ALWAYS MOVE FORWARD
BE WILLING TO SACRIFICE
Having to let go of something that took time and energy is always unfortunate, but knowing when to say goodbye could mean the difference between success and failure.
Sometimes things don’t go as planned, in which case you’ll want to hold the strongest position possible. Caution is fundamental to remaining in a position of power.
Faith affects motivation and makes you believe in the project you’re spending so much time and effort on. If you have no faith in your craft, the job is doomed from the outset.
KNOW YOUR LIMITS
STICK TO YOUR GUNS
Knowing exactly what to use, when to use it and how to use it appropriately is what ultimately distinguishes professionals from amateurs.
REALISE YOUR POTENTIAL
VALUE AND IMPORTANCE
Trust your instincts
Salvage something from every situation
Light + Dark - good and bad.
Think Ahead - being able to predict how your opponent will move helps you gain advantage.
Weigh your options.
So many aspects hange constantly, but the fundamental principles of learning, growing and trying your best often mean the difference between failure and success.
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