Thursday, May 12, 2011

Distance

i should have stayed
where your face was my sunlight,
where your eyes melted all else away
...but instead this heart
it heavy weighs
i miss you more than i can say

i know it's old
but my heart is yours
and as i brace myself for this plane to land
i am displaced
and lost again
i miss you more than i can stand

i love you
and i am in pieces
you are my angel
and i swear
that i am yours
till i am no longer
i miss you more than i can bear.

Time


Cos baby time has changed nothing at all..
You're still the only one that feels like home







Does time really change anything? Do feelings subside? Does forgiveness finally emerge? Do mistakes get forgotten? Does guilt fade away? Do memories perish? Does one forget all that was said and done? Does love disappear like it was never there at all?

I'm pretty sure all the time in the world will never make me lose the love I have for her.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

NO ENTRY



THERE'S NO GETTING PAST MY RIB CAGE.
YOU CANNOT HAVE MY HEART THIS TIME.

Monday, April 4, 2011

....

i found our old photos
in the room we burned down,
it brought me back to
the first time you held my hands..
the first time i found myself.

15 years on
through the soot
i still see pieces of us
through the rubble,
i can still make out fragments of your face.

it is the ghost that leans so heavily
my heart caves in
it is your flame that still burns my skin.

so yes,
the new room i have is soiled.
yes, your still are my saviour.
and no.
just no.
i will not.

i shall wait like i always will
and in my skin i shall burn
until the insignia on the ring becomes dead even
i shall burn 'til i hold your hands in heaven.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Depart

May i have your attention please... This is the captain of your ship..

I'm sorry we depart this way.. you left me broken hearted.....
but I never loved you anyway!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I believe you, liar.

All the things you've said
And things you've done
I remember, in memoriam
You said that you did
But you did not
Oh, you ache for something
God knows what

I sing every song I've ever sung
From what we were to what we'll become
And full of hope and electricity
Now I let you make a man of me

What can I do?
What can I do?
What can I do?
Now I am on fire
I believe you
I believe you
I believe you
I believe you, liar

Monday, March 14, 2011

Flush my system

Your visits getting shorter
Your heart is getting farther from me
Your touch is getting colder
Away somewhere you need to be


You're pulling the trigger and the gun is in my mouth
A subtle annoyance laced with disgust
When you get older and all those girls grow tired of you
You can come find me, I can never hate you

This is not a competition
You will see when I am gone
Can't you see that I am trying?

I made a vow to carry you home
If you fall sick, if you pass out
I made a vow to rescue you
If you're in trouble, if you flake out

If you need to ask
I ache because you ache

What was it you could not tell me?
Why are there cuts on your arm?
What is it you run away from?
Why have all the clocks stopped?

And it hurts all the time when you don't return my calls
And you haven't got the time to remember how it was

If you're running out of breath
And your building's burning down
You can jump, I will catch you
Nothing's changed, I am still here

With heavy hands and an absent mind
Did I blow your candle out?
With shortened words and a lack of time
Am I ever on your mind?

Was I cruel and never there?
Nothing to rely on
Was our romance a black hole?
You kept the better half than me

Well if you really wanted to know
Well no the earth's not moved for me since
I wish I could've given you lightness
The lightness that you deserve

And they say time is a healer
And time will look after you
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait
Come over




GOODBYE :(